Список текстов песен blue october

Текст песни:

A walk like a burned out porn star
With aching feet for a car
My buddy had a baby with a girl named star
Makes me appreciate how the little things are

But crossing a road isn′t easily told
To a young has-been centerfold
Labelled a winner′s episode

Yeah, I′m really clean if you know what I mean
Except for this recurring dream
Of losing total feeling
While the windmill′s squealing
The windmill′s squealing

I paint to kill the dead saints
I paint to make it clear
My colors run in blue and gray
But they give hope to someone dear

Yeah, yeah, yeah, 2AM lovesick
With a walking pneumonia drumkick
And this candle doens′t have a wick
But I′m really not that scared
No, I′m not that scared

A walk like a burned out porn star
With aching feet for a car
My buddy had a baby with a girl named star
Makes me appreciate how the little things are

@ Blue October

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Have you ever been so lonely,
No one there to hold?
Pull me in or disown me,
And then climb inside.
My arms are open wide.
Have a look inside.

It is not that I am scared to learn,
Why I′m empty inside.
hold my hand or show some concern,
If I live or die.
My eyes are open wide.
Help me look inside.

I hear the water drip from the faucet.
It′s sweetly falling in tune.
I′m gently closing the closet.
I fall to the floor,
and crawl to my room.
The thought of ending it soon...
Just let me sleep in my room.

Hear me cry! cry! cry!
I hear a knock at the front door.
Don′t come in!
I try to look at you
But I can′t stop shaking.
Leave me alone. Just go away.
Mother I′m so scared.

Empty bed and all of the sheets are gone,
They′re wrapped around me and you.
All is quiet but the drop of a gun.
I want to belong...to someone...
But maybe life′s not for everyone

@ Blue October

Текст песни:

A heartbeat skip, relationship
Inside a bubble bath
An icing drip below your lip
So we undo the math
A sudden slip between
My pathetic sedatives
A real-life script of how
Mistakes became our medicine, so

Delay the hurtful words
Of complicated overcast
Please take the message that I′m
Picking up my chin at last
I said my confidence
It gets stronger when you′re next to me
But we pray from miles away
In quest for what we long to be

I might crumble, I might take a fall again
(Still missing you)
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
(Still missing you)
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
But you′re my everlasting friend
Everlasting friend

A heartbeat skip, relationship
So we would stay up late
A teardrop drip below your lip
Beside the airport gate
A sudden slip from where
We used to be a year ago
A real-life script of how
Our hands would hold and not let go

But delay the mournful words
Of complicated overcast
Please take the message
That you taught me how to live at last
But I said my confidence
It gets stronger when you′re next to me
But we wave respect goodbye
In quest for what we long to be, but

I might crumble, I might take a fall again
(Still missing you)
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
(Still missing you)
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
But you′re my everlasting friend

Will you be coming home?
(Everlasting friend)
My everlasting friend, will you be coming home?
(Everlasting friend)

I might crumble, I might take a fall again
(Still missing you)
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
(Still missing you)
I might crumble, I might take a fall again

I might crumble, I might take a fall again
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
I just want to know that you′ll be coming home
I just want to know that you′ll be coming home
I just want to know that you′ll be coming home
I just want to know that you′ll be coming home

@ Blue October

Текст песни:

Will you think about me,
in time?
It′s never my luck,
So nevermind.
I wanna say your name,
But the pain starts
again,
It′s never my luck,
So nevermind.

Chorus:
I had a dream that you where with me ,
And it wasn′t my fault,
you roll me over,
flipped me over,
like a summersault.
And that doesn′t happen to me
I′ve never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven.

Will you wait for me,
In time,
It′s never my luck,
So I′ll say: never mine.
And i lost a lot of what i
never expect to ever
return
I tend to push it ′till the pushing turns from
hurting to burn,
I always take them to the place they always wanted
to go,
Then end up dancing ′round
this clown commands,
applause at a show...

Chorus:
I had a dream that you where with me ,
And it wasn′t my fault,
you roll me over,
flipped me over,
like a summer salt.
And that doesn′t happen to me
I′ve never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven
heaven,
inside her heaven,
heaven

And i could only dream of you and sleep,
but i won′t see sunlight again,
i can try to be with you , but some how i′ll end up just losing a friend,
And i can only reach for you
relate to you,
I′m losing my friend...
Where did she go?
where?

Chorus:
I had a dream that you where with me ,
And it wasn′t my fault,
you roll me over,
flipped me over,
like a summer salt.
And that doesn′t happen to me
I′ve never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven
I stood outside her heaven(3x)

Will you let me into your heaven?

@ Blue October

Текст песни:

Mr. Blue′s Menu
As she waits my table
And she smiles when able
from the inside

And who would′ve thought a cup of coffee
Would make my legs unstable
Shaking
Under the table
Must be stagefright

And would it really phase me
If I had all the toys of
All the clumsy boys for you
And would it really kill you
If you would try to have a good time
Instead of screwing up mine
Like you usually do

Im in Love

Brings a cup of coffee as she sits down slowly
Now the chair is holy
From the inside
And who would′ve thought that a cup of coffee
Would make my legs unstable
Shaking
Under the table
Must be stagefright

Im in Love

@ Blue October

Текст песни:

It’s all about steam
It’s all about dreams
It’s all about making the best out of everything
You’ll know when your fine
Cause you’ll talk like a mime

You’ll fall on your face
You get back up and you’re doing fine
“a considerate clown, a preachy preachy machine”
is one of the sweetest things you would say about me
but I don’t have the time for your distorted esteem
why are you toying with my mind?

I don’t wanna hear you say it
Now you’re fucking with my pride

You think you’re smarter than me
Well everyone knows you will never be smarter than me
That’s how it goes
I gained forty pounds because of you
Was there an “S” on my chest
Well I confess, you were too much stress
I’d have a heart attack at best
So now I breathe it out, I breathe it out
I spit it on the crowd cause they lift me up, they lift me up, they lift me up

When I’m feeling down
What am I spitting out? spitting out, something we never talk about
It’s called my …mind

I don’t wanna hear you say it
Now you’re messing with my pride

I’m sick of standing in your line
So now you’ll have to take it
take this to heart
I will never let you fuck me over
Stop talking down to me your war is old
your game is over
So here’s my coldest shoulder

I don’t wanna hear you say it
Now you’re messing with my pride

Something we don’t talk about
Something we never talk about

@ Blue October

Текст песни:

Blue does
Everything I’ve never seen before
Blue does everything I’ve never seen before

She’s the answer to the prayer I hadn’t found
She’s the answer to the silence…she’s my sound
Oh what a girl
Oh what a beautiful girl …..she is

Blue does
Everything I’ve never seen before
Blue does everything I’ve never seen before

She’s the answer to the prayer I hadn’t found
She’s the answer to the silence…she’s my sound
Oh what a girl
Oh what a beautiful girl …..she is
Oh what a girl
Oh what a beautiful girl …..she is

@ Blue October

Текст песни:

It′s the smallest things
That have a tendency to hurt for the longest time
It′s like you found a way inside

But this time I′m not going to follow you down
I′ll fall in love with the sound
(I′m not going to follow you down)
So push me back and I′ll stay the same
(I′m not going to follow you down)
And fall in love with the sound of silence

I′m armed but the gun is not loaded
I guess I could find my way out of this
But it′s like you found a way inside
And I hate that I suspect you′re right

But this time I′m not going to follow you down
I′ll fall in love with the sound
(I′m not going to follow you down)
So push me back and I′ll stay the same
(I′m not going to follow you down)
And fall in love with the sound of silence

Silence is golden
but golden teeth are so much sharper
It′s not easy but I′m biting my tongue off
It′s not easy but I′m biting my tongue off
It′s not easy but I′m biting my tongue off
It′s not easy but I′m biting my tongue off

Even though you′re right
Your words lie
Even though you′re right
Your words lie

But this time I′m not going to follow you down
I′ll fall in love with the sound
(I′m not going to follow you down)
So push me back and I′ll stay the same
(I′m not going to follow you down)
And fall in love with the sound of silence

@ Blue October

Текст песни:

Ever carried the weight of another?
For how long?
I walk as far as they need to recover
For how long? (ha!)

I want to carry a piece of who I was before
So when I hit the wall, I really hit the wall
I want to tear away the death again
A whiter shade of fucking meth again
I want to stick to clues, I want to come unglued
I want to shape the world to fit the way you move
Oh, should I listen for a dress size?

I owned up, I′ve grown up, do you remember me?
I showed up and so what if I′m the used to be
I′m here to tell you that I′m sorry I was sorry
But I′m happy that you′re happy
This is no longer about me

Trade rules, switch sides for your beautiful eyes
Let him be you through your beautiful cries
Let him hold you up so you can touch affordable skies
Live your life just like a dream
Without the pain of goodbyes
Goodbye!

Ever carried the weight of another?
For how long?
I walk as far as they need to recover
For how long?

I been a drunk disrespectful little street punk
Unlock the back of my trunk
You see, you take this bat
And bash my head into the street again
No-ones around so I keep beating it

Pull my hair back, look me in the eye
There′s a self-destructive meaning in the bleeding of a guy
It′s the guilt of what reality has given me
Making sense of all mistakes and my stupidity
And when you′re sick you seem to think
You′ve failed eternally

And that the people you let in are only crumbling
When you′re sick of thinking life in this recovery
When my decision paved the road
That lies in front of me

So to my friends that even call but I don′t call back
I want you deep inside my heart upon a hill
It seems to hide sometimes and run away and wonder
I′m really sick of saying sorry but I will

Ever carried the weight of another?
For how long?
I walk as far as they need to recover
For how long?

But are we scared to take the ride?
Or dare to look inside?
I′m floating far away (far away)
I′m floating far away (leaving home)
I′m floating far away (so far away)
I′m floating far away

I want to learn to walk with others as an equal
I want to treat the ones who love me with respect
I want to tell the world I′ll give them all a piggyback
And try to take away my negative effect
I want to kiss the girl, I know I′ll never lie again
I want to call my dad and tell him that I care
I want to let my brother know
He saved my life a thousand times
Throughout the years he′s been my friend
Who′s always there

Ever carried the weight of another?
For how long?

@ Blue October

Текст песни:

Relapse
Prevent trigger intent
Now drown
High strung
Say X amount of words

You′re solar, bipolar
Panic disorder
Seems harder and harder and harder
Still you try to control it

You mold, you mold
Yeah you shape to mold
Oh you′re bold you′re bold
But your shape is bold

You′re a symptom superficial
To what they call knowing you
Minus the speed,
Could you imagine the phobia?

Your brain is faulty wiring
the reason for tiring
Keep treating the curse,
Imagine the worst
Systematic, sympathetic
Quite pathetic, apologetic, paramedic
Your heart is prosthetic

A plate of quite peculiar
On a dish of my own
A tablespoon of feather
tickle me to the bone
Give me recipes for happy
with the chemicals gone
Drinking freedom from a bottle
to the tune of belong

I′m sick of shaking
never waking
from the hell I achieve
I never knew you till you left me
with the crying disease

Another curing, reassuring
way to buckle the knees
So mistreated, I repeated
Never blessing your sneeze

Now deleted and defeated
I will stand on my own
Yeah your memory that punches me
has broken the bone

Give me recipes for sorry
I′m admitting I′m wrong
Still your memory that punches me
has broken the bone

@ Blue October

Текст песни:

So you dropped me
Held me by my feet and let me go
I fell between the seat, but nothing broke
I′ve yet to feel that brilliant afterglow
The one I knew of years ago
Now I′m twisted
Twisted from the waist and spun around
Promised only sky but given ground
Realized the makeup is for a clown
The clown I knew of months ago

[Chorus]
I only wanted to be somebody
So fucking bad, I came unglued
I only wanted to be somebody
So here we are now, face to face
And I′m fucking you

So you caught me!
Wishing I were better than the rest
You hit me and left bruises on my chest
And when I wouldn′t cheat
I spit upon your test
The test I tore up weeks ago
And now my fist is
My fist is for your face to cock the jaw
When I begin to rise, you start to fall
Now you know how it feels to drop the ball
The ball I threw back days ago

[Chorus]

So I′ll just stand right here for now
I should have won, but how?
I break a smart ass grin
Who let the loser win?
Let′s break a smart ass grin
Let′s let the losers win!

@ Blue October

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Chorus:
Blue skies
Calling on blue skies
Don′t take them away, boys
Don′t take them away
Cause I′ll never stop

I′ve been to both knees
Raise my hands up to the skies, forgive me
Is something out there far beyond the clouds?
I′m asking help me
Help me to see the world
Through baby eyes and hold me closely
I need a fresh start on the roller coaster
Made for coasting
It′s time to wake up, time to make up
Time to shake these memories
It′s time to leave the past in the past
And lace up a new set of shoestrings
I want the world to know I′ve got your back
Through up and down, see
So we can sit together, side by side
Through amazing

Chorus:
Blue skies
Calling on blue skies
Don′t take them away, boys
Don′t take them away
Cause I′ll never stop

So I′ve broken every bone
And fought through what felt never-ending
I thought my head was made of sadness
But my heart is mending
I scream at sunsets
Give applause to what I can′t control
Then somehow laugh at how
The moon divides an ocean solo
I wanna be that ocean
I wanna shine like that
I want to smile so big my daughter jumps into my lap
And I wanna tell her daddy′s fine
And always plans to be
Then take her in my arms
This is what we′ll always see

Chorus:
Blue skies
Calling on blue skies
Never take them away, boys
Don′t take them away
Yeah, shhh

And when I′m gone
I won′t go screaming in the end
I′ll give you everything my life amounts to
So raise your life up with me
And baby, let′s go dancing
Come on!

Chorus:
Blue skies
Calling on blue skies
Don′t take them away, boys
Don′t take them away
Cause I′ll never stop

Well I′ve broken every bone
And fought through what felt never-ending
I thought my head was made of sadness
My heart is mending
I scream at sunsets
Give applause to what I can′t control
Then somehow laugh at how
The moon divides an ocean solo
I wanna be that ocean
I wanna shine like that
I want to smile so big my daughter jumps into my lap
And I wanna tell her daddy′s fine
And always plans to be
Then take her in my arms
This is what we′ll always see

Chorus:
Just blue skies
Keep calling on blue skies
I′ll never take them away, little girl
I′ll never take them away
Cause I′ll never stop loving my blue skies

@ Blue October

Текст песни:

It would simply say everything if you would
take a pen and write my name on a friend
who never cared to let me in.

Then take a fast ravine that for
three years swimming straight upstream and the wind,
the wind will drag me down in the end.

You live inside my wall and I,
I reach back, hit your harder than God falls
Christ, Amen, Amen, Amen.
You′re such a line to break and I′m,
I′m so scared to make another mistake in the end
But I just want to be happy again.

Until it all falls down,
and where does that leave me?
With things, things, I′ve got so many things to say
with a broken heart and a straight face
I′m saying, "brother, help me"

It′s just a natural phase that I,
I go through and then it′s taken away and then bam, bam, I′m fixed.
(fixed, fixed, fixed..)
And I′m in another place to be where I,
I can′t sleep without the thought of me being so, so damn sick.
(I′m sick, I′m sick, I′m sick)

But take this song, take this song away
until it all falls down,
and where does that leave me?
With things, things, I′ve got so many things to say
with a broken heart and a straight face

And he says "reach for the girl,
reach for the girl and hold her close.
Believe you can shine when you′re silver,
and I promise you gold. I promise you gold.
And whenever you′re dark inside,
don′t let go. No, don′t let go.
Remember there′s rain and there′s candy and Christmasy winter snow.
And remember I love you the same and I′ll strangle you′re pain"

And he tells me to sing, and I sing,
and I sing for my brother who keeps me sane
and tells me everything will be ok.

I′m so alone
God, I′m so alone
I′m so alone
I′m alone

@ Blue October

Текст песни:

I really need to talk with you
I keep stepping on the vein
That keeps my lifeline flowing thru
I wanna be your perfect stick of glue
But I don’t feel perfect at all
Sad and insecure flaw

I find it hard to hold conversation
I get sweaty sick and I wanna walk away
Its not you its strictly me in this situation
I’m wondering will it ever go away…just go away

sometimes I feel like weeping
awake and when I’m sleeping
perfecting how to put a game face on

this puzzle I’ve been keeping
has been in hiding creeping out the closet door
spilling out onto the floor

How long will I be picking up pieces
How long will I be picking up my heart

I’ll be as honest as I feel
I’m getting more paranoid and I’m hearing things
And they never turn out real
It feels like my heart is made of pure steel
It’s just so heavy all the time

Yea I’m scared of death
And I’m scared of living
I gave up on the past cause it’s unforgiving
I misplaced my trust

I watched my word begin to rust
I’m a balloon about to bust
I need a place for reliving

But sometimes I feel like weeping
awake and when I’m sleeping
perfecting how to put a game face on

this puzzle I’ve been keeping
has been in hiding creeping out the closet door
spilling out onto the floor

How long will I be picking up pieces
How long will I be picking up my heart

How long (in another space and time)
Will I be picking up pieces in the corner of my mind
How long (its getting oh so hard to find)
Keep picking up pieces in the corner of my mind
But I still walk on

@ Blue October

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Some kind of light
at the end
I′m touching
the edge of her skin

Once so hard to speak
Now so easy to play around
Catching your eye you know
That eye that slapped you in your face
and called you a puppy
Well how do you say
I was hypnotized
Hypnotized

My words, they pour
Like children to the playground
Children to the playground
You make me smile

There′s some kind of light at the end
Stoned, forgetful, and then
I′m drinking what used to be sin
And touching the edge of her skin

And could you be the one that′s not afraid
To look me in the eyes
I swear I would collapse
If I would tell how I think you fell
From the sky

Yeah my words, they pour
Like children to the playground
Children to the playground
You make me smile

There′s some kind of light at the end
Stoned, forgetful, and then
I′m drinking what used to be sin
And touching the edge of her skin

There′s some kind of light at the end
Stoned, forgetful, and then
I′m drinking what used to be sin
And touching the edge of her skin

It′s the feeling I get
My palms with sweat
Like some kind of daydream
I′ll never forget
I′m stuck in this spin
Why does it begin
By touching the edge of her skin

There′s some kind of light at the end
Stoned, forgetful, and then
I′m drinking what used to be sin
And touching the edge of her skin

There′s some kind of light at the end
Stoned, forgetful, and then
I′m drinking what used to be sin
And touching the edge of her skin

@ Blue October

Текст песни:

Been waiting and now you′re sinking slow
Been watching how you rated me low
You say water is supposed to be brown
I say there′s garbage in the fountain
Yeah
Taste and swallow, swallow down
swallow down, swallow down
Yeah
Been wanted for thinking slow
Now you′ve been longing for an open window
Get out throw out
You′re thirsty no doubt
Yeah
Taste and swallow, swallow down
swallow down, swallow down
swallow down, swallow down
Taste and swallow, swallow down
swallow down, swallow down
swallow down, swallow down
Taste and swallow, swallow down
swallow down, swallow it down

@ Blue October