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You′re the worst of all
with all your accusationsand compunction
I can′t suffer this duress from someone
so depraved and selfish.
You embody all that i′ve been through
Without you I am sure I will be loved

My existence iconforms to your distress
Your ambition the cause of mine
A disruption. I′m nothing, even less.
Misfortunes never come singly, and I was there to stay.

You don′t allow me a single place,
nor any love into your lives.
An unperceived, annoying presence you′d rather ignore
But in my life you know you′ll leave a beautifull emptiness.

Where you used to be
Imporent screams
will turn into the love of silence
My liberation, then silence
will be perfect and pure.
It′s all in my dreams;
I′ll remove you
and all our mutual disgust.

In my dreams,
I solve the problem by removing it
My wish is to see you grovel
like you once forced me to!

There′s no other way, here′s my course of life
A path without the sickening trace of you
I need the beauty of a cleared, pure world
This eternal interruption of your rash life can save me!

You don′t allow me a single place,
nor any love into your lives.
An unperceived, annoying presence you′d rather ignore
But in my life you know you′ll leave a beautifull emptiness.

It′s sad to feel you don′t believe in love
It′s sad that you′re so cold.
and I′ll be the same if you keep on poisoning my life
Drowning in self sacrificing visions
When you′re gone, than we will all be released.

It′s sad; my life has been like hell so far
It′s sad that you′re the cause
And I′ll be cured in this beautifull, empty world
Floating, floating away with your perilous visions and hate
When you′re gone, silence will fill up the emptiness
When you′re gone, we all will be released

In my dreams I shall rinse my body and soul
My wish the accomplishment lies here before me in my hands

I will be released from your accusing eyes
and torrents of verbal abuse
You′ll know the causes are your own mistakes
while life flows out of you
and exempts me forever

@ After Forever

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Who am I at night when my eyes are closed tight?
Who am I and where when I see far beyond?
Every border, every dream, every hidden memory
Every nightmare, truth or dare
Who do I see...

Now!
Look at me,
Tell me what you see
Are we just being everyone?

Where am I?
Tell me, would you go?
I should stay
Where am I, where am I?
And where should I go tonight?
Every night a different thing,
Every time you′re in a different dream
Am I me there, what am I?
Who will I be...

Now!
Look at me,
Tell me what you see
Are we just being everyone?
Look at me,
Tell me what you see
Are we being everyone?

I cry, I fall
I love, I hate
I know many, though no face ever stays
I breathe, I fly
I kill, I die
Though there′s nothing that I know
No-one can recall where I have been or who I was

Look at me,
Tell me what you see
Are we being everyone?

Look at me,
Tell me what you see
Are we just being everyone?
Look at me,
Tell me what you see
Are we being everyone?

@ After Forever

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Bewildered by silence
Struck by its questions and lucid ways to make us aware
I did not know how cruel that could be
That so many cases will never be solved
That so many stories will never be told
I did not know how cruel that could be

Fighting a war that rages inside
The world can′t see the hate that burns in there
How can we face what lies beneath
If we just fear and don′t fight back?

How many questions left unanswered?
How many tears and inner strenght shall we need?
How many times can we encounter this again and again?
How many things exist that blind us?
How many forms of brutal violence can we see?
How many images of pain will make us numb?
So hard, so cruel, we fail to see, we fail to feel?
So afraid, even without the courage of despair

Fighting a war that rages inside
The world can′t see the hate that burns in there
How can we face what lies beneath
If we just fear and don′t fight back?

Afraid of ourselves, afraid to stand up
I did not know how cruel that could be

We failed to see, we failed to feel
Still afraid, what if you love someone?
What if this happend to your loved ones?
What would you do if you were there at that time?
What makes you act like nothing happened?
Nothing′s wrong, you′re doing fine?
What makes you think you are immune to this?
What drove us so far to the edge of tolerance?
If judging and accusing is so easy, then why
Why still?

Fighting a war that rages inside
The world can′t see the hate that burns in there
How can we face what lies beneath
If we just fear and don′t fight back?

@ After Forever

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Here I am, the future is mine
and mine as well
we′ll stand at the top of a prosperous society
Our dreams can become reality
I am in charge of my life′s great circle
I control my path of wealth

Ambition high, burning
the flames burn deep in our souls
To be known fot efficiency and passion

Seperate goals but fire shared
We both need our professions
do what you want but I′ll never give up mine
Oh I can think,
I can work, I don′t need your support
Our love is pale, but it′s not in my way
to share our lives, our fire
Shall I become a man of distinction
we can share ou lives, our fire

Ambition high, burning
the flames burn deep in our souls
To be known fot efficiency and passion

Ambitions, dreams, they′re burning (feel it burn, in our soul)
The flames burn deeper towards our goals, our needs

Suddenly, we have been careless.
A new life, a new dimension.
It disturbs our solid future,
It puts out the fire we both need.
It′s a choice between the passion.
Or the love that can be saved now.
See the child here as a saviour.
Choose for love and let this life begin

We have been careless but you provoked it
Your weak search for more love between us, a blind emotion
Sould I believe that this new life can save us.
A saviour, a prodigy. so choose for love and let this life begin.

See birth, a saviour, a curse
See these lives, they see this as a choice between their life together.
between love and fire

With this child we must make choices, it can save us if we want
We have a life together, no choice between love and fire

Feel it, this life in me, moving
With this child we must make choices, it can save us if we want
Oh, I fear it, the path we take
Is this a choice anyway, between love and fire

Ambition high, burning
the flames burn deep in our souls
To be known fot efficiency and passion

Ambitions, dreams, they′re burning
The flames burn deeper towards our goals, our needs

@ After Forever

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I know I′m alone, but somebody′s watching me
Follows me everywhere I go
A cold flow surprised again, I shiver
The presence of something, I can hear it′s breathing

Leave me alone, wherever you came from
Hearing so much voices, no one′s talking

Running for something, nothing, in the black of the night
Creeps around you, the invisible force that makes you crazy
I can′t remember how it feels to be warm, to be alone...
Without that fear deep inside me

Icons of death float on beyond me
whispering my name and breathing my fear

The menace of insanity
Inner voices cry out for action
Defenceless as I am
Lost in the alleged paradise

I′m not sure if I am here or elsewhere
Searching for satisfaction
Beyond the frontiers of my comprehension

@ After Forever

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Everything keeps getting worse
The terror at home, the dread at school
I mustn′t count on much support,
I′m still locked out; it′s up to me,
how to face the teasing and the pain
Hate, one thing we have in common
Play your game

Beat me, hurt me
A physical release from mental pain
Don′t make me explode in your way

This is a chain of torture,
a line of pain, no other way to show how you feel
This is the rebel in her, the torment from him,
the absence of help, the mother′s care

Rage, it burns all around us
Blind pain
So abuse is only weakness
It feels more like a cry of distress, an act of incapacity
Feel the threat
Feel the oppressed ambience of having no place to go,
no one who′ll take care of my salvation

This is a chain of torture,
a line of pain, no other way to show how you feel
This is the rebel in her, the torment from him,
the absence of help, the mother′s care

Here comes the final episode
of terror and pain, abuse and hope
Here comes the fight between us all
A fight between a love long gone
I′m to blame, but it′s their own blind pain

Spoken outro:
Now look where you and your selfish ambitions have gotten us!
It′s never been worse!You gotta work, work work, come back without
even noticing me or that ignorant kid of yours! You only think about yourself.
I only think about myself, it′s me again? You self-centered bitch!
You′re the one complaining all the time, but when that kid freaks out, who′s
supposed to take care of her, huh?! Besides, it′s not my child! Wasn′t it ours,
our little ′saviour′ of a love we never had? A fucking...
Yeah, there is no ′us′ anymore, darling! Ever since she was born
and I was left at your apparment raising her, I think about all I ever dreamed
of because of ′our′ decisions! We both should have made compromises,
but the only one who did was me!
Oh, there you go again! You feel awfully sorry for yourself; why
don′t you take a look at my side of the story for once?
Ah, yeah sure, ′your side′... well, excuse the fuck out of me for being
in your way! A child you never wanted, living in a smaller house than you′ve
ever dreamed of, and all the while I′m getting old and ugly, right?
You must really long for somebody young and fresh, or if this means already...
Enough!! Don′t you dare accuse me of being unfaithful! That′s
how you ruined my loyalty; I can′t believe I once fell in love with a...
Oh, neither can I, you bastard! Neither can I! And loyal? I dind′t
know you′re familiar with that word!
There′s a lot you don′t know, a lot you′ll never understand!
We′ve lost contact, baby.
Oh yeah, really? Well, that doesn′t seem to bother you. Why don′t
you just go on? Go, go! Drift off away on that little island of yours and don′t
forget to drown on your way to a better life!!
Maybe I will, maybe I will! I′d rather drown than be locked up with
such a freaed up bith and a freaky daughter! I can′t believe we′re still
holding a conversation about something so stupid!!
Fine, go! Just GO!! Drown! I hope it′ll be slow and painful!
Shut your fucking mouth!
Asshole... Asshole!

@ After Forever

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I see clearly all my dreams
(you can imagine your whole life)
I know chance is always near
(with a mind full of conceit)
Make my own reality
(do you even know the truth)
just imagine

Boundries are open

Cause you cannot control this
(dreams keep slipping from my hands)
My reality differs from yours
(I must do just what I feel)
The power of imagination is strong
(keep trying, again and again)
So we only try to imagine

Will the force be so strong it will control one′s mind?
Will this power delude or widen the madness that renders blind?

So the frontiers of our conceit
then will become indistinct to vanish in thin air

Boundries are open
But don′t believe it′s real

So does faith have roots in imagination?
Who is right in the grim and endless fight for revelation?
I cannot tell what′s right or wrong
For we all dwell in imaginary borderland

Boundries are open
But don′t believe it′s real

@ After Forever

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Come join your inner wonderland
A place of all you don′t understand
Come join this labyrinth deep within
The place of all miracles of your mind

Come join the magic, the power that you create
Come be aware it′s an illuion you have made

Come join the flow that guides you through a restless mind
Come join the flow that moves the night

You′ve passed the gates now, the door to inner wonderland
you′ve passed the gates made to create the borders of your dream

Come enter further, do you dare?
Come face the hell you daily bear
Come pass the borders of what′s real
Come touch and see and feel

Come join the flow that guides you through a restless mind
Come join the flow that moves the night

Come join this flow
Come join us, all here within your mind
Come join the magic, your body is weightless
You roam and you are anyone you can be
Come join this flow
Come join us all, here beyond your mind

As you enter this inner flow, your second part begins
And while the night enbraces you, you deal with the day

Come join the flow that guides you through a restless mind
Come join the flow that moves the night

@ After Forever

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Cry with a smile
My heart is bleeding
Bewildered I′m here alone
Why is there in a beautiful moment?
Why do I feel so lost, so empty?

Cry with a smile
My heart is healing
From pain I knew that would come
Why stay locked in a deeply sad moment?
Why do I feel so cold, so peaceful?

Take my heart and set it free
Take my heart and give a time to heal
I know, in my memories you′ll live
Take my heart a little while
Take it with you to the place you′ll go
I know, we will meet again some day

Cry with a smile
My heart was dreaming
Of time I new would come to an end
Why do I cry about a beautiful memory?
Why do I feel so hurt, so lonely?

Take my heart and set it free
Take my heart and give a time to heal
I know, in my memories you′ll live
Take my heart a little while
Take it with you to the place you′ll go
I know, we will meet again some day

@ After Forever